I love you so much and i have been thinking about you Joe

Joe, You are away at the border. I miss you so terribly Secretly I wish you were the moon At least I could see you, if not touch you. I could bask in your glow.. I would feel so protected.. And I would know you are protected too.

Now I fear this loneliness You are so far away Do you even realize the woes of solitude?? Do you??

Dear Moon, can you see him.?. Is he fine?.. Please tell me he’s alive and well. Would you watch over him when the enemy fires the shots?. Would you protect him? Is it possible that you grant him my years too.? My eyes are seeking your affirmative reply.

Joe, now you are away , so far away, so unsure am I of your whereabouts. Sometimes I wish it were better if you were the moon. Would you not want to be the moon?.. Watch over me through the dark nights of life.?. Bathe me in you radiant glow Watch my feelings proliferate, while I walk around fearlessly , no longer the hydrophobic knowing you’re there..

Joe I wish you would be the moon, and I meet your incandescent ray with a smile each night Blossoming and blooming in that cool warmth So vital for my heart. My life.

Yes I would heave a sigh as you bid goodbye each dawn but your promise to meet me that night will keep me occupied with thoughts of you till you arrive. Unlike now where I don’t know where you are Are you thinking of me? I pray here for your safety.. Your life.. And if its not safe then I pray for my death.

Joe , I wish though that like the moon ,I would love to see you through the window each night, not minding you flirting with the clouds.. at least I can see your presence and that I shall cherish.. cause I know how tough it is to live without you.

I am waiting in anticipation.. The lump in my throat hurting each day.. the tear ducts stopped being active long back…

Now I look at the moon in hope..I live in hope.

Each day I look at the moon and the radiance conveys that you are fine dear honey, the tough days are when the moon is absent from the sky.. The darkness in the sky and my life resembles a grave and how I pray for it to pass quickly heart beating so fast .. always expecting the worst.

Dear Moon, I have a request to make to you.. Would you heed?.. Would you always be present in the sky ?.. Will you give me the hope I look at you for every day? Will you understand the heart of a woman away from her beloved?

Oh how I wish I had the power to change things. How I wish I could make you the moon. Live looking at you just looking at you in satisfaction as my sin door shines brightly. I haven’t heard from you in so long , Im worried now??

 

Joe you bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love being with you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

Every day I wake up thanking God for you. You have been my guiding light when I was lost. You have been my comforter through all my trials and sorrow. You have been my rock.

Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when you’re there, I feel safe. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, but I can’t find the words other than I am ecstatic we met and have gotten together after all we’ve gone through.

I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me.

I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us. You are my soul mate, and I vow to love you all eternity. I love you, baby.

 

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