How I wish words could express the thoughts that I have towards you. If I should say I love you then the greater percent of my words are still unexpressed. But of course, I must say something … my heart beats for you, and my heart longs for you.From the moment our eyes met, our hearts knew what our minds couldn’t comprehend. I have never felt such an explainable love that we share. I could never find enough words to express my love for you. The feeling is so overwhelming that a moment without you is like a thousand years with the sun. I want to give to you the joy you have brought to my life. You are my living breath, my life, my love, my soulmate. I love you with all my heart.
I wonder why you chose me and why you are with me. I know we’ve gone through so much. So many hard times but many more good times. We share the same things, we try to understand each other, even try to be there as friends, as soul mates. I even ask myself why you chose to ask me to marry you and I have no answers, only your love.
As I look into your eyes I see how much you love me: I really understand how much you care about me. Yes,it took me this long to see that you do.
As you ask me, “Do I trust you,” and as I look for the answer, I ask myself: has he given me any reasons why not to? No.
We have both gone through so much in our lives; we’ve both been hurt and have lost trust in others, but I ask you to give me a chance as I give you one. I don’t ask for much, only for you to love me as I am and not to hurt me as I would not hurt you. I only wish to be by your side and with no one else.
I enjoy doing things with you and spending time with you. I get upset because all I want are those times with you when we don’t have much. As we reach two years together, I see that I do want to spend my lifetime with you, to grow old together to the end of our time.
I know I don’t tell you that I love you, but as the days go by, my love for you grows, and each day I thank God that I have you in my life. I know I get mad and upset. It is because my heart is so strong in love with you it scares me so. All I want is to take us away, away from the pain and just to share what we have with each other.
Sometimes I feel lost and out of touch, but when you hold me, I feel safe. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, only I can’t find the words other than I am happy we met and have stayed together after all we gone through. From this moment on, we have each other and all the time to be in each other’s arms.
Joe, you are my world I am happy we never walked away from each other. Stay with me and see the world together. I will give you and the kids what I can, and know, I can give you my love. Take my hand as we walk through these pains to the sun shining on the other side where our life begins. I love you very much.
Image by Jenelle Ball